Hi Birdie Thank you for having the courage to write this. I think anyone with children can relate to some extent. We know that feeling. I am not a religious person in the true sense of the word. But I have been through stuff and I have discovered the power of prayer. It doesn't matter who you pray to, or what you believe. Pray is powerful as is gratitude. (My two cents worth) I wish you well. And, I am happy to meet you.